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A little bit of everything…

I’ve been very busy lately I can’t even review my notes from my Deutsch class. Good thing if boredom strikes then I got to see my photos from my previous travel! Thanks to my hectic sched. (Yeah I know, you’re expecting it would be incorporated with my studies. Sorry to say, but naah)

When I was still studying, I already liked taking photos and videos, but I just lack technology and of course knowledge (yep, I hate information technology. I suck at that) on how to compile everything in a very creative way just like how I see my friends do it on YouTube so I just didn’t try doing so. But now that I think I can do it in a very creative and artistic way, things just happened. I got so little time and not so many opportunities to review photos and videos yet I still try my best. And for the information of all, this video I’m about to post took a month before I got to share it. So I apologize if it won’t meet your expectation. Haha!

Have fun! Hope you find it interesting. I will still be posting most of my past travel… If I have the time tho.

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2 Decades and 2 Years

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This day last year, I spent my birthday in Switzerland. Rode a boat and roved around Zürich, ate some delish Swiss Cuisine (which is bread and cheese 🤣kidding) and wore my first ever Swatch (which is by the way, a present)
I thought nothing better would come after the best year I had in Schweiz, but life is so good to me, there are still tons of surprises coming my way. Never in my wildest dreams that I will really go different places and see more wondrous cities and countries.

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Maybe I thought about them but not really realizing that I would be able to turn these dreams into reality. I just hoped I am with both of my parents. But them, seeing me jump from one country to another made them so proud and happy.

And now, as I turned 22, life should not stop here. It mustn’t. I know that I can still do better. I am not in the best situation as they thought I am. Pictures speak a thousand words and what you see is not everything what you get. You may think that having my life would be the best thing that could happen to every girl who dreams. But I have even more dreams. Bigger dreams. And this is my way of slowly getting that cherry on top. You know, life is not a silver platter. It is not served with a complete meal. I still need to do more of the unexpected things you couldn’t imagine doing at your age. I may have the funnest of life, but I also have downfalls and frustrations. But I know sooner or later, I can tell myself that every path I take, wherever places I chose and all the decisions to make, will be all worth it, and that there would be no regrets. At all.

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I am so blessed, and I thank the Lord for giving me very understanding people and kind coworkers and for this day, that I am celebrating my birthday in Maldives! I am just so lucky. I hope you had the best day of your life as well. 

But wait… there’s more! Another thing to be thankful for is a quick selfie from the one and only Maine Mendoza of the Philippines! Though she didn’t know that 2days after the picture was taken, was my birthday, it was still a fun afternoon for me, Cause she entertained me! A very nice and down to earth lady. Thanks Maine for this photo! Imagine, I didn’t see you in our country! But instead, in a small island. Crazy world, huh?

 

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Can’t imagine I am in a 5 Star Hotel! And take note, it’s in Maldives! 😍
PS.
The only problem that I have are the pictures!!! What shall I do with these? I can’t find time to post so many things and blog about all of the places and events that happened two weeks ago. Things just happened so fast! But I will try to find time 🙂

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To be honest, I don’t see myself saying these words

From the very first moment I saw you, I can’t help myself from loving you. I am so grateful to God for giving me the greatest gift. I thank god for making our paths cross. I thank God for creating you and making you who you are today.

I thank god for your family who took care of you and loved you such as you are so lovely. For your friends who were there when I am not still with you. I am grateful for everything that you are today for I finally found my truest love.

I am so sorry if I have been so impatient at times. I am sorry if I have hurt you when we had disagreements. I am sorry if I have not watched you played your first recital. I am sorry if I have have failed to call you or sent back a message that I love you and I am sorry when I was mad. I am sorry if I have not listened to you when you told me that I should do this and that. I am sorry if I have been so selfish when I got angry at you because of a simple mistake. I am sorry if I have been so childish at times. I am so sorry if I have only found you so so early.

Baby, upon this altar, I promise to love you, to be faithful, to be patient, honest and true. I’ll always protect you. I’ll always fight for you. I will do everything I can to make you happy everyday. I promise not to hurt you. I promise not to make you cry. I promise not to fail you. I will hold you forever. I will be your comfort when everything seems failing against you. I will be your smile and laughter when you’re sad. I will be your dream when the nights seem cold and dark.

Baby, I promise to love you forever and that forever will start now…

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Words Unsaid

The scattered petals in the ocean
The quiet in the sea breeze
The way the waves and rocks would intertwine
I swear you’re divine

So come at me
Come at me with all of you
With all your ugly and sublime
I’ll take you bad
I’ll love you mad
I’ll come back every time.

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To My Future Boyfriend…

To tell you the truth, I don’t have much to offer.
But I’ll give you everything I’ve got, even if it’s barely a thing at all.
I’ll give you late nights, long hugs, someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there, a hand to hold, somebody to lean on.
And if that’s not enough, you have all of me.
I hope that would be enough.I love you so much and you know that

Nothing can separate me from you, even the worst thing my love.
Pardon me for being so melodramatic, close minded, and sensitive.
I’m sorry for everything I’ve done wrong.
I’m very sorry for making you cry.
I know, I’m the worst girlfriend but still, I’m trying to be the right one for you.
I’ve always wanted you to be happy with me.
Thank you for giving me another chance, everyday.
I swore to myself not to hurt you anymore; no matter what the circumstances may be.

I will love you, and never leave you alone. I promise.

To my future boyfriend, wherever you are, whoever you are, you’re lucky to have me. NO JOKE. HAHAHA!

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Just A Fool

This is me. This is real.
My different colors, look at it.
It may sound absurd and like a fool,
For me to fall in love with you.

Remember this message you sent long time ago,
We were both happy but now we’re like a foe.
You don’t even talk to me or even remember me,
Not even bothering to just miss me.

Now I feel like an empty space
with nobody for me to caress.
Hoping you at least cherished
Moments that I truly missed.

circa 2013
– KJBO